Forget not all His benefits

"Why have you forgotten your first love for Me???"

It feels like God preaching to His children yesterday and time again, I could see His face filled with sadness. I understand totally why He felt that way. I don't know about my fellow cell group members but for me, i have to admit sometimes I do forget the first love i had for Him.

It touched my heart deeply and i pledged my love for Him once again. When He reminded me of the love i used to have for Him, i felt very guilty. Like what sister klessis said, we used to be so in love with Him that we would do whatever things, even to take our lives. As time goes by, other things began to fill that love and slowly it could be forgotten. for some people, they would not want to remember that. for me, i never want to loose it again. My first love for Jesus is so impactful and truly without Him, there would be no me. Without Him, there would not be gary. Without Him, we wouldnt be here we are.

I never want to forget the love i had for Him. I know silently He has been trying to remind me but the stubborn side of me refuse to acknowledge but how many of you know that God never gives up on anyone of us?! I can see Him smiling when i choose to embrace Him once again and commit my life to His will. I feel happier too!

Friends, nothing matters more to God than your heart for Him. Don't loose that first love, that passion, that fire. Is God next to you or behind you? can you see Him anywhere near? Where have you placed Him?

Let's not forget the many times He stood by us in the valleys, the many times He wiped our tears away. the many times He silently supported us in all that we do, the many many times He wish we could just love Him more....