Prayer Quest

Bro KT started a Prayer Quest for all of us... challenged us to really seek God and spend more time in prayer and reading His Word.

It's a challenge for me because i have never really set aside a specific time for prayer. But i am really determined..started strong until today. But after 5 days... i realised that when i'm seeking God, i'm seeking "someone" else... the annonymous someone with a loud voice, if you know who i'm talking about...

I was challenged everyday...fighting everyday... i was thinking...hey...arent i seeking God and how come this "someone" kept fighting me so hard! These 5 days could be the worse times in my life! Bad eh... but i'm still standing, because of the real Him, watching over me.

It will be a real long story but in summary, whenever i had a revelation from His word, i know i will be challenged in that area! Yesterday the revelation was "God forgave us so that we coud forgive others"... guess what? That "someone" told me "ok..let's see how are you going to forgive!" I was slapped with a secret that i find hard to forgive that someone. It was painful... unbelievable and ofcourse hard to imagine. After 5 hours of struggling, crying and yelling... i gave up. I FORGIVE! You know what..i never felt better! I declared FREEDOM!

I know for sure i will be facing war again, today, tomorrow and many of the days ahead but i fought strong for 5 days... God never failed me.. I am READY FOR WAR!