Pineapple Kindness
Thank you God....the sun is beginning to shine...
Thank you friends, for all your prayers and concern...i am ok, really. Not that i dun wanna share...but i also dunno what's going on! Amazingly, it seems like i have awoken from a dream and a very bad nightmare. Too real to be true! I dunno how to describe but it's like losing myself in the outer world and finding myself back again! I guess i needed a break then so badly, like an engine needing overhaul, that i was sucked into the twilight zone. Scary isn't it? I guess it must have scare all of you... but i really thank God for bringing me out of it immediately, else i really dunno what will happen to me.
I picked up a lot of courage to go school today. Praise the Lord! I tried to stay as low profile as i can and blend in with every possible wall! Nothing seemed to be wrong...everything intact as i left off yesterday. Am i dreaming? My worries seemed to diminish by itself! Silent...no movement...nothing.... even if i have to reject a very fierce vendor...i dun feel anything...i no longer put blame on myself anymore...i know i dun have to condemn myself... i felt super lousy yesterday...such a failure....so many areas pressing me....but God lift me out of that ugly environment...i know the problems are still there...but i am a better soldier now. I have re-charged my spirit man once again, and i can count on Him to fight again. It doesn't always happen to me so it's quite significant. What is the lesson to be learnt???
Apostle Paul said "Rejoice with those who rejoice, and weep with those who weep." Rom 12:15.
We need true friends like that right? Or at least let us be such a friend to others! Rejoice and weep together. One of my boy brought me a box of pineapples. He said i loved it so it will surely make my day! Wow... even though it tasted so salty, we were enjoying ourselves eating them. Even children can share your happiness and sadness.
I have good friends like that too! They laugh with me always, but for once, i saw them down with me. Angeline...thank you for your call immediately. Sister Kless....sorry to make you worried, thanks for your prayers and always hanging around near. Annie...thanks for all your love despite your own situations to handle. Dear...thank you for staying with me and driving me to my favourite twilight zone. God....thank you for empowering me to pick myself up. Thank you for Your silence and secretly protecting me. Thank you for Your intervention.
I know problems still exist... oh well... come what may, I am more than a conqueror.
"Vengence is Mine, I will repay," says the Lord. Rom 12:19
Thank you friends, for all your prayers and concern...i am ok, really. Not that i dun wanna share...but i also dunno what's going on! Amazingly, it seems like i have awoken from a dream and a very bad nightmare. Too real to be true! I dunno how to describe but it's like losing myself in the outer world and finding myself back again! I guess i needed a break then so badly, like an engine needing overhaul, that i was sucked into the twilight zone. Scary isn't it? I guess it must have scare all of you... but i really thank God for bringing me out of it immediately, else i really dunno what will happen to me.
I picked up a lot of courage to go school today. Praise the Lord! I tried to stay as low profile as i can and blend in with every possible wall! Nothing seemed to be wrong...everything intact as i left off yesterday. Am i dreaming? My worries seemed to diminish by itself! Silent...no movement...nothing.... even if i have to reject a very fierce vendor...i dun feel anything...i no longer put blame on myself anymore...i know i dun have to condemn myself... i felt super lousy yesterday...such a failure....so many areas pressing me....but God lift me out of that ugly environment...i know the problems are still there...but i am a better soldier now. I have re-charged my spirit man once again, and i can count on Him to fight again. It doesn't always happen to me so it's quite significant. What is the lesson to be learnt???
Apostle Paul said "Rejoice with those who rejoice, and weep with those who weep." Rom 12:15.
We need true friends like that right? Or at least let us be such a friend to others! Rejoice and weep together. One of my boy brought me a box of pineapples. He said i loved it so it will surely make my day! Wow... even though it tasted so salty, we were enjoying ourselves eating them. Even children can share your happiness and sadness.
I have good friends like that too! They laugh with me always, but for once, i saw them down with me. Angeline...thank you for your call immediately. Sister Kless....sorry to make you worried, thanks for your prayers and always hanging around near. Annie...thanks for all your love despite your own situations to handle. Dear...thank you for staying with me and driving me to my favourite twilight zone. God....thank you for empowering me to pick myself up. Thank you for Your silence and secretly protecting me. Thank you for Your intervention.
I know problems still exist... oh well... come what may, I am more than a conqueror.
"Vengence is Mine, I will repay," says the Lord. Rom 12:19
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