Morning Stars
How can you see stars in the morning? I can...cos even when it's day time, it's night for me...stars everywhere...
I thought there'll be joy in the morning. I am so scared of waking up...cos the moment i opened my eyes, the whole rock is seated on me again, this time bigger than yesterday. Waking up is hard! When i finally did, it's still not over. Stages after stages that i need to fight. Every step is a challenge. I wanted to read the bible, but the minute i sat down, i started crying again! God!...i have lost myself. Jus hope to find a hole and hide there like the polar bear's hibernation! It could hide there for months! Where is that secret hiding place for me? In less than an hour, i need to be in school. My heart is pounding at the thought of that! Can i not go???
"you can never bring a person to a place you have never been before"
I know i can bring someone out of this in the future...though no one could do that for me now. Not man, but God can. God....into Your hands.....
I thought there'll be joy in the morning. I am so scared of waking up...cos the moment i opened my eyes, the whole rock is seated on me again, this time bigger than yesterday. Waking up is hard! When i finally did, it's still not over. Stages after stages that i need to fight. Every step is a challenge. I wanted to read the bible, but the minute i sat down, i started crying again! God!...i have lost myself. Jus hope to find a hole and hide there like the polar bear's hibernation! It could hide there for months! Where is that secret hiding place for me? In less than an hour, i need to be in school. My heart is pounding at the thought of that! Can i not go???
"you can never bring a person to a place you have never been before"
I know i can bring someone out of this in the future...though no one could do that for me now. Not man, but God can. God....into Your hands.....
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