Still thinking..

I really pray that God will speak to me on this. I'm so indecisive!! Heard so many stories of stay home mums and how out of touch they get...how insecure life becomes...horrid horrid tales...

On the other hand...the thought of leaving Den Den with someone Irks me. Even if i'm in school, i'll constantly be thinking of him. I thought if i stayed at home, i'll drive Den Den to NIE to find Gary..or bring Den out shopping...or bring him to find his grannies where i can learn some cooking, or take up some infant classes with him! Sounds nice eh :) *dreamy feeling

We have worked out out finances so money shouldnt be an issue. So what is? I also dunno...