Friday, March 31, 2006

Grandma

I dreamt of my grandma yesterday! It was so clear and i can see her expressions clearly! I gave her a hug... oh how i missed her!!

Grandma was my greatest regret. She left when i was 18 years old, just when i finally wanted to be nicer and spend more time with her..she left without a word. She told us she wanna go Malaysia for a tour She's very healthy,pink in health. I told her when she's back i'll bring her shopping to buy new shoes for her. She's elated. She said when she's back she'll sew a shirt for Coco! We're so thrilled, Coco too... then she went...and the next thing is we never get to see her again. She passed on in Malaysia. I never get to fulfill my promise to her...shoes...she never get to fulfill her promise to Coco...a shirt... these promises will vanish into the air, together with her dismiss... Shipping back her body from Malaysia to Singapore then to Indonesia is never easy to my mum and i, the closest people she deemed. How i really missed her these years...

Grandma... i am now happily married...though you never see Gary before, trust me he's a great guy. I am having a baby too.. I promise I'll bring Denden to see you soon and call you 'great grandma'. Thank you for raising me up..

1 Comments:

Blogger When I miss you, I look at the clouds said...

My grandma does not like girls so I was not never her favourite. I love her even though she did many things that hurt me before. I remembered feeling very angry and hurt in the past. Now that she passed on, I must say I truly miss her. I can't bear to go to the house she used to stay. I miss her esp during Chinese New Year. I can understand how you feel. I miss my grandma too.

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