Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Committed to everywhere i am placed...

It all boils down to commitment isn't it?

As what my title says, i am committed to all that i am placed. Committed even to the littlest things! But why don't people like committments? I guess mainly because the world is so big, there is bound to be another place for them to "hop" to...

Commitment may require sacrifices! More than that, it takes a conscious effort to always stay on this track. I am committed to Gary and our marriage. Nomatter how nice other guys are, i will still stay with him. I am committed to my family. Even when my dad or mum upsets me, they are still my family! Some things just cant be changed. Alright talk about some things can we can change. Best friends... I am committed to certain people, my best friends. Nomatter how much we went through, i stay loyal and they too. We don't just change best friends every now and then right? I am committed to my church, my pastors. Since day one, i told myself i never want to leave nomatter how tough times may be. Even though there are many churches in Singapore, i can simply hop to another when i feel like it, but deep inside its not how it should be. We all know that!

Most importantly, i am committed to my cell group. I dont deny sometimes when the going gets tough i feel like going back to E78, like a shelter to me, but i know i am in N252 for a reason. There may be people or things that we dont like since all of us came from different places, but rather than run away and hide in a comfotable place, why not work things out and create another shelter here! Pastor Kong once said that it's our attitude that we carry, not the environment. Even if you go to a new place with the same attitude, things will happen the same way again! Its very true. As a teacher, we long for new environments all the time but if we carry the same attitudes, we'll be even more disappointed to know that things are still the same!!!

The grass is always greener on the other side. That would be true of you are standing at a certain angle. From other angles, you will realise sometimes, the grass is green throughout! I dunno, but i doesnt matter. Because nomatter what colour the grass is here and there, i am here to stay! To my church, my cell group, my leader, my friends, my family and my beloved, i tie myself to you!

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